Tuesday, April 7, 2009
The time now is 0330 and I am still not in bed, but I am tired. I think I am gng crazy. The stays at home are driving me nuts. I haven't been talking to mama for 2 days, all because of my fking brudder. I just cannot stand how much my mama is giving in to him, I hate it. I need to prove my existence, but I feel bad. Seriously, I love my mama a lot and I know she loves me too. Maybe because my brudder is so much dumber than me and my sissy, that's why she is so protective of him. I shld have been a lil more understanding right? Oh ya, I need a fking job. I need money. Poly= no uniform= must buy new clothes= money= job. See that? I know I shld be satisfied by the fact that I actually do have clothes to wear as compared to those who don't have. But, this is Singapore. Pple here are different. We are a bunch of pple who never know how lucky we are to be living in this country. I am not sure how I am suppose to elaborate it, but I am sure, we are living better lives than pple in the third world countries. Cherish pple, cherish.
The time now is 0330 and I am still not in bed, but I am tired. I think I am gng crazy. The stays at home are driving me nuts. I haven't been talking to mama for 2 days, all because of my fking brudder. I just cannot stand how much my mama is giving in to him, I hate it. I need to prove my existence, but I feel bad. Seriously, I love my mama a lot and I know she loves me too. Maybe because my brudder is so much dumber than me and my sissy, that's why she is so protective of him. I shld have been a lil more understanding right? Oh ya, I need a fking job. I need money. Poly= no uniform= must buy new clothes= money= job. See that? I know I shld be satisfied by the fact that I actually do have clothes to wear as compared to those who don't have. But, this is Singapore. Pple here are different. We are a bunch of pple who never know how lucky we are to be living in this country. I am not sure how I am suppose to elaborate it, but I am sure, we are living better lives than pple in the third world countries. Cherish pple, cherish.
Btw, I need smth, can someone get it for me? I can't get it anywhere. I think it's call PERSEVERANCE. I need it to lose weight. Call me when you see it.
Bye.
