Wednesday, April 29, 2009
I want to revise my sch work but procrastination is stopping me. That fking bitch. Sch works are seriously getting tougher. I feel stress already. Argh!! This is worse than O lvls.
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
Big sighs to swine flu, big sighs to end of the world. It is becoming so true. The world, coming to an end in 3 yrs time. So little time, so many things undone. I want to graduate and working, not graduate and die. I hope so hard that it is just tales or whatsoever scare children thingy.
Sunday, April 26, 2009
Saturday, April 25, 2009
Friday, April 24, 2009
Class is getting better day by day but not lessons. The theories are interesting but not the calculation parts. I am so stress. I have to do well man. Poly fees are not cheap. The CCA I wanted didnt want me, in another words, I was rejected. Damn sad la.
Most critically, the transformers would melt - thousands of them, in every country.
This would bring the world to its knees. With no electricity, we would not just be in the dark.”
I am sleeping soon. It is saddening to see things turning out this way. I thought there will be room for salvation but I guess you have already decided. I will support whatever decision you make, just hope that you will not regret it. I guess this is it. Do pple really change or it is always in them?
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
Just woke up from nap, fking tired sia. The CCAs, so many to choose from. Netball is totally out, they are too strong to want to have a player lyk me. I want smth from sports, but my size... Haix la. When I have come to a decision, I will post abt it. Haha.
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
Sch was so much better today. Pple did laugh at my joke. I feel so contented with life at that instant. Haha. So, pple love my mama huh? More photos then.
Sunday, April 19, 2009
Saturday, April 18, 2009
Ystd was last day of orientation. Lyk finally! Three days of cheers are giving me sore throat now. I was under the sun for 4 hrs and doing nth except for cheering. Damn boring. After orientation. went to JQ's advance b'dae bbq. I was shy at first (as always), but things got better. East side guys are nice, lyk those in my class and the one who is 'secretly' in love with JQ. Haha. " Maybe you can find someone better." "No one." Awwwww. Sch is starting on monday. So excited man. CIRCUIT ANALYSIS, sounds so scary can? Lucky lesson only starts at 12pm, can sleep a lil while more. The trips are still killing me man.
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Got back frm orientation. OMG! It is so damn tiring la. The pple are ok. Only 3 girls in my class (including me). Hope tomorrow will be better.
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
OMG!! Tomorrow is my orientation. I am feeling so happy, excited, nervous and damn scared. Am I going to make any friend tomorrow or am I going to be a loner? Is tomorrow gonna be fun or boring? Questions and more questions. For now, I just need a good bath and a good sleep. Tomorrow will be the answers to my questions.
Monday, April 13, 2009
Haiya, those in SP are having orientation later. Mine, is on Thurs. The orientation starts at 8am. Which means I'll have to wake up at ard 6.15am. This is so much earlier than gng to Henderson. Futhermore, I need to make transfers. If I am early, I can walk to the MRT station. If I am not, I'll need to take a bus then a MRT then a bus agn to reach TP. Lyk wtf la. Next time, when you make your enrollment, attach a map for them to see. I dread far places, lyk the provision shop at my hse void deck, which takes abt 5 mins to reach. Imagine, TP, which will take abt 1 hr to reach. That is lyk 12 5 mins. FK IT! I know I shldnt be complaining so much since I am in the course I wanted. I just want to nag abt it. Well, at least Fel understands how it feels. I think my blog looks a lil wordy. I shld add some pictures of pretty babes. Haha. Nxt time.
Sunday, April 12, 2009
I slept at 7 ystd morning, broke my old record. I slowly realise that it is not that I couldn't fall asleep, it is me who refuse to sleep. Maybe b'cos it is a waste of time? I don't know.
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
Sleeping seems to be tough for me. 4.31am. ZOMG! It's near morning now. I need to sleep. Grrr...
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
The time now is 0330 and I am still not in bed, but I am tired. I think I am gng crazy. The stays at home are driving me nuts. I haven't been talking to mama for 2 days, all because of my fking brudder. I just cannot stand how much my mama is giving in to him, I hate it. I need to prove my existence, but I feel bad. Seriously, I love my mama a lot and I know she loves me too. Maybe because my brudder is so much dumber than me and my sissy, that's why she is so protective of him. I shld have been a lil more understanding right? Oh ya, I need a fking job. I need money. Poly= no uniform= must buy new clothes= money= job. See that? I know I shld be satisfied by the fact that I actually do have clothes to wear as compared to those who don't have. But, this is Singapore. Pple here are different. We are a bunch of pple who never know how lucky we are to be living in this country. I am not sure how I am suppose to elaborate it, but I am sure, we are living better lives than pple in the third world countries. Cherish pple, cherish.
Sunday, April 5, 2009
Just got back frm FangWei (cousin)'s chalet. Damn not well organised. His friends were sitting on the stairs while we (families and relatives) were in the room, hogging the beds. Haha. My aunts were still as funny, cracking stupid jokes. Sheryl is so nice, but not the part when I am trying to pour my sorrows and she said goodnight. What I am always excited abt is going to happen in 10 days time. POLY ORIENTATION!! AHHHHH!! After that sch is gonna start OFFICIALLY. SCREAMS!! Cross feelings now. Not feeling very good. I love my friends but I don't know how to.
Thursday, April 2, 2009
I've got an interview later at Changi Business Park. Kinda far, but just hope that I'll get the job. Maybe after the interview, I'll make a trip to the airport to spend some time since there is nth else better for me to do. Life is so boring now! Argh! I cannot stand it anymore. I want to sleep. Make me sleep.
I want to revise my sch work but procrastination is stopping me. That fking bitch. Sch works are seriously getting tougher. I feel stress already. Argh!! This is worse than O lvls.
Pls swine flu, stop killing.
Bye.
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
Big sighs to swine flu, big sighs to end of the world. It is becoming so true. The world, coming to an end in 3 yrs time. So little time, so many things undone. I want to graduate and working, not graduate and die. I hope so hard that it is just tales or whatsoever scare children thingy.
In some point of time, humans really have to learn to be very selfish. The amount you give in does not literally equals to the amount you are getting back. So, do not give in too much since you are not getting back the same. Be selfish pple, be selfish. (Just some thoughts)
Bye.
Sunday, April 26, 2009
Nicole is gng solo, PCD is gng to be past tense. Good things never last, right? As time pass, you tend to see the shortcomings of pple whom you are close to and start to detest them. I hope this will never happen.
Had a crazy time wit Sheryl, Sum and Cherry at the library this afternoon. It was suppose to be a do- your- hmwk session, in the end, it turned out cam- whoring session.
Bye.
Saturday, April 25, 2009
Awww... Ain't I cute? OMG! This is my matric card. When I applied, it was stated that I am suppose to use a recent photo, at most 3 mths. Well, the pic wasn't taken long ago. Abt 10 yrs? Not long right? Still able to recognise that is me. But, I regretted. My classmates laughed when they saw the pic.
Papa did not go to work today. He injured his MCL when he ran for the bus ystd. So he stayed at home and told us lots of stuffs when we were born. I was told that my mama had difficulty giving birth to me. Main reason is, I have a big head. I was sucked out by some kind of machine which made my head out of shape. The right side of my head, till now, is concave. Not very obvious but it is there when you touch it. I was in the incubator for two weeks and my mama cried everytime she visted (she has already discharged). My head was totally out of shape, according to my papa. However, this big head thing concluded smth, I was borned clever. Albert Einstein had a big head too. We are of the same type. Haha. I thank mama anyway. Oh, I was also told that I was suppose to have a elder sibling, too bad, my mama had a miscarriage. Fated, I am to be the leader among the 3 of us.
Bye.
Friday, April 24, 2009
Class is getting better day by day but not lessons. The theories are interesting but not the calculation parts. I am so stress. I have to do well man. Poly fees are not cheap. The CCA I wanted didnt want me, in another words, I was rejected. Damn sad la.
What am I suppose to do now? I am so bored. The weather is getting so weird. Doomsday is coming, do what you haven't quick, in case you regret. I don't have the courage man, guess I will have to die with regrets.
"Currently, the Sun is very quiet. But a solar maximum - a peak of activity - is predicted for 2012, and this is when a superstorm could strike, probably around either the spring or autumn equinox, when the orientation of the Earth's magnetic field to the Sun makes us very vulnerable.
A huge solar storm would cause massive power surges, amounting to billions of unwanted watts surging through the grids.Most critically, the transformers would melt - thousands of them, in every country.
This would bring the world to its knees. With no electricity, we would not just be in the dark.”
Daniel Baker, a space weather expert at the University of Colorado
Bye.
I am sleeping soon. It is saddening to see things turning out this way. I thought there will be room for salvation but I guess you have already decided. I will support whatever decision you make, just hope that you will not regret it. I guess this is it. Do pple really change or it is always in them?
Bye.
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
Just woke up from nap, fking tired sia. The CCAs, so many to choose from. Netball is totally out, they are too strong to want to have a player lyk me. I want smth from sports, but my size... Haix la. When I have come to a decision, I will post abt it. Haha.
Bye.
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
Sch was so much better today. Pple did laugh at my joke. I feel so contented with life at that instant. Haha. So, pple love my mama huh? More photos then.
Bye.
This is my mother. She kan chio right? She forced me to take this photo for her. Haha. Kidding la. Just random shots. Sch was not very good today. I was actually alone for an hour. This what I have never experienced before. I am always with friends, this is just so unbearable man. I seriously hope this will be temp. I am funny, pple! Make friends with me man. I pray hard.
Bye.
Sunday, April 19, 2009
She is Susan Boyle, a contestant of Britians Got Talent (season 3). She was described as ugly and has learning difficulties. However, she shocked everyone during her audition. Her voice was lyk an angel, which touched the hearts of every audience, even Simon Cowell. She showed me the courage that I'll never have. Despite all the disadvantages she have, she cont'd to pursue her dream, which is to perform in frnt of pple. She deserves applause for her voice and respects for her courage. I salute her.
Suppose to go for class gathering, but my dear friend, Sheryl, asked me out to a movie, together wit VV and Cherry. I totally regretted watching that movie (House). Worst than Marley and Me. However, the meal was much more better. Talked abt our new sch life, so enjoyable.
Happy B'dae CJQ! Loves.
Bye.
Saturday, April 18, 2009
Ystd was last day of orientation. Lyk finally! Three days of cheers are giving me sore throat now. I was under the sun for 4 hrs and doing nth except for cheering. Damn boring. After orientation. went to JQ's advance b'dae bbq. I was shy at first (as always), but things got better. East side guys are nice, lyk those in my class and the one who is 'secretly' in love with JQ. Haha. " Maybe you can find someone better." "No one." Awwwww. Sch is starting on monday. So excited man. CIRCUIT ANALYSIS, sounds so scary can? Lucky lesson only starts at 12pm, can sleep a lil while more. The trips are still killing me man.
Bye.
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Got back frm orientation. OMG! It is so damn tiring la. The pple are ok. Only 3 girls in my class (including me). Hope tomorrow will be better.
Bye.
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
OMG!! Tomorrow is my orientation. I am feeling so happy, excited, nervous and damn scared. Am I going to make any friend tomorrow or am I going to be a loner? Is tomorrow gonna be fun or boring? Questions and more questions. For now, I just need a good bath and a good sleep. Tomorrow will be the answers to my questions.
Bye.
Monday, April 13, 2009
Haiya, those in SP are having orientation later. Mine, is on Thurs. The orientation starts at 8am. Which means I'll have to wake up at ard 6.15am. This is so much earlier than gng to Henderson. Futhermore, I need to make transfers. If I am early, I can walk to the MRT station. If I am not, I'll need to take a bus then a MRT then a bus agn to reach TP. Lyk wtf la. Next time, when you make your enrollment, attach a map for them to see. I dread far places, lyk the provision shop at my hse void deck, which takes abt 5 mins to reach. Imagine, TP, which will take abt 1 hr to reach. That is lyk 12 5 mins. FK IT! I know I shldnt be complaining so much since I am in the course I wanted. I just want to nag abt it. Well, at least Fel understands how it feels. I think my blog looks a lil wordy. I shld add some pictures of pretty babes. Haha. Nxt time.
Bye.
Sunday, April 12, 2009
I slept at 7 ystd morning, broke my old record. I slowly realise that it is not that I couldn't fall asleep, it is me who refuse to sleep. Maybe b'cos it is a waste of time? I don't know.
Forever is so easy to say, but seriously, who can really fulfil it? Just to say, cherish whatever you have now, don't think too far.
Bye.
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
Sleeping seems to be tough for me. 4.31am. ZOMG! It's near morning now. I need to sleep. Grrr...
Just now, I have watched quite a number of videos, all of which talking abt appearance. Is appearance really so important? It is, duh?! Even I make friends according to appearance. I love pretty babes. However, appearance is also what I lack. I hope to be not so bothered by it, but the fact always slaps in my face hard. In this world, everyone has their own sense of beauty, including which, a larger majority thinks that women who are with the hour-glass body shapes are the hot ones. Lets not talk abt looks first. With the first impression that this woman has a hot body shape, who cares that she looks ugly? She can put on some make-ups to make her less uglier. In contrast, this larger majority may think that women who are fat are not as hot and not as good looking. The first impression of fat women: cannot make it. Even I have better impressions of women with good figures and of course good looks. However, what if this larger majority pple thinks that fat is beauty, hot, sexy and hour-glass shapes women are digusting and gross? Will I have a better life? Instead of having a hard time losing weight or worrying abt no guys loving you, you will be worrying abt which guy to choose frm, what is for dinner and so on.
In life, we are told that we did the wrg thing because it is not what pple will want you to do. It's lyk no one would lyk you to lie because everyone thinks lying is wrg. If everyone thinks that lying is right thing, no one would scold you for lying. Get what I mean?
I don't know my purpose of this post. I just think that it makes a lot of sense.
Bye.
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
The time now is 0330 and I am still not in bed, but I am tired. I think I am gng crazy. The stays at home are driving me nuts. I haven't been talking to mama for 2 days, all because of my fking brudder. I just cannot stand how much my mama is giving in to him, I hate it. I need to prove my existence, but I feel bad. Seriously, I love my mama a lot and I know she loves me too. Maybe because my brudder is so much dumber than me and my sissy, that's why she is so protective of him. I shld have been a lil more understanding right? Oh ya, I need a fking job. I need money. Poly= no uniform= must buy new clothes= money= job. See that? I know I shld be satisfied by the fact that I actually do have clothes to wear as compared to those who don't have. But, this is Singapore. Pple here are different. We are a bunch of pple who never know how lucky we are to be living in this country. I am not sure how I am suppose to elaborate it, but I am sure, we are living better lives than pple in the third world countries. Cherish pple, cherish.
Btw, I need smth, can someone get it for me? I can't get it anywhere. I think it's call PERSEVERANCE. I need it to lose weight. Call me when you see it.
Bye.
Sunday, April 5, 2009
你明明就很在乎。为什么要假装不在乎呢？
事实很残忍。我不敢面对它。
试着去面对它好吗？不要再逃避了。
我也想。但它总是让我心惊胆跳。
那就克服它。你总不能这样子过活。
迟点再说吧。我已经很累了。
可以，但你不要难过了，好吗？
再说吧。
Just got back frm FangWei (cousin)'s chalet. Damn not well organised. His friends were sitting on the stairs while we (families and relatives) were in the room, hogging the beds. Haha. My aunts were still as funny, cracking stupid jokes. Sheryl is so nice, but not the part when I am trying to pour my sorrows and she said goodnight. What I am always excited abt is going to happen in 10 days time. POLY ORIENTATION!! AHHHHH!! After that sch is gonna start OFFICIALLY. SCREAMS!! Cross feelings now. Not feeling very good. I love my friends but I don't know how to.
Bye.
Thursday, April 2, 2009
I've got an interview later at Changi Business Park. Kinda far, but just hope that I'll get the job. Maybe after the interview, I'll make a trip to the airport to spend some time since there is nth else better for me to do. Life is so boring now! Argh! I cannot stand it anymore. I want to sleep. Make me sleep.
Leslie is dng well in US and he misses me. Haha. I miss the times where he would just console me and tell me that I am not fat and says that I am a nice person. This is what I call honesty. I miss him too. Just had a short chat with him. Short but detailed. I think I am missing out a lot of interesting stuffs.
Bye.
