Sunday, March 29, 2009
It is buliding up agn, gng back to how it was. I am happy, I am sad. I want to be a part of it. I am not gng to be a part of it anymore. Pple are happy, why shld I destroy it? I chose this path and I have to be responsible of it. Blame no one for the desicion. I was cold in my msg. Pls don't mind. I am just not myself recently. Sleeping 5 in the morning is becoming a rountine to me. Is this insomnia? I am waiting so desperately for sch to start. After 3 more years, I am gng to be who I always wanted t0 be. It is gng to be a dream come true. Change my focus, I hope I will be better. I want things back lyk how it was, 10 mths ago. Rewind my life? Never. Look forward then, maybe smth better will be ahead.
It is buliding up agn, gng back to how it was. I am happy, I am sad. I want to be a part of it. I am not gng to be a part of it anymore. Pple are happy, why shld I destroy it? I chose this path and I have to be responsible of it. Blame no one for the desicion. I was cold in my msg. Pls don't mind. I am just not myself recently. Sleeping 5 in the morning is becoming a rountine to me. Is this insomnia? I am waiting so desperately for sch to start. After 3 more years, I am gng to be who I always wanted t0 be. It is gng to be a dream come true. Change my focus, I hope I will be better. I want things back lyk how it was, 10 mths ago. Rewind my life? Never. Look forward then, maybe smth better will be ahead.
Bye.
