Thursday, March 26, 2009
Life is depressing to have pple ard you who continuously opposes you. I am just fulfilling my job as a sister. I am not in the position to tell him what is right or wrg cos obviously he thinks he is doing whatever I have done before. Maybe smth lyk this: "Stop playing psp, your exams are coming"( I played psp few hours before my O lvl paper, I mean every paper), " Where the fk are you? Do you know the time now" ( I came home after 7 almost every sch day), " Do you have any fking hmwks? Don't say no agn" ( for the last ten years, it was so rare for me to say "yes, there is hmwk and I am done with it."). See, no wonder he is not listening to me. But, is there ever gonna one day... " Why shld I listen to you? You too never did your hmwk." "Oh ya, why don't you say 'you got into express and I shld get into express too' or maybe ' you got an A for your exam and I shld get the same too'. " Lyk, WTF. I am so pissed off now. I want to scold someone now to vent anger. How I wish I could just ignore all this. The fact is, it is impossible. It bothers me. Not only this but many others. It could be compiled into a book if I ever list it down. However, I am still so much fortunate then pple who are living under tortures, hungers, wars or whatsoever. At least I have a roof over my head. At least I have a bed to sleep on. At least I have the ability to pursue the things I want. At least I can still blog.
I have watched this show 5 times, at least.
Life is depressing to have pple ard you who continuously opposes you. I am just fulfilling my job as a sister. I am not in the position to tell him what is right or wrg cos obviously he thinks he is doing whatever I have done before. Maybe smth lyk this: "Stop playing psp, your exams are coming"( I played psp few hours before my O lvl paper, I mean every paper), " Where the fk are you? Do you know the time now" ( I came home after 7 almost every sch day), " Do you have any fking hmwks? Don't say no agn" ( for the last ten years, it was so rare for me to say "yes, there is hmwk and I am done with it."). See, no wonder he is not listening to me. But, is there ever gonna one day... " Why shld I listen to you? You too never did your hmwk." "Oh ya, why don't you say 'you got into express and I shld get into express too' or maybe ' you got an A for your exam and I shld get the same too'. " Lyk, WTF. I am so pissed off now. I want to scold someone now to vent anger. How I wish I could just ignore all this. The fact is, it is impossible. It bothers me. Not only this but many others. It could be compiled into a book if I ever list it down. However, I am still so much fortunate then pple who are living under tortures, hungers, wars or whatsoever. At least I have a roof over my head. At least I have a bed to sleep on. At least I have the ability to pursue the things I want. At least I can still blog.Bye.
