Monday, March 30, 2009
Sunday, March 29, 2009
It is buliding up agn, gng back to how it was. I am happy, I am sad. I want to be a part of it. I am not gng to be a part of it anymore. Pple are happy, why shld I destroy it? I chose this path and I have to be responsible of it. Blame no one for the desicion. I was cold in my msg. Pls don't mind. I am just not myself recently. Sleeping 5 in the morning is becoming a rountine to me. Is this insomnia? I am waiting so desperately for sch to start. After 3 more years, I am gng to be who I always wanted t0 be. It is gng to be a dream come true. Change my focus, I hope I will be better. I want things back lyk how it was, 10 mths ago. Rewind my life? Never. Look forward then, maybe smth better will be ahead.
Friday, March 27, 2009
Thursday, March 26, 2009
Life is depressing to have pple ard you who continuously opposes you. I am just fulfilling my job as a sister. I am not in the position to tell him what is right or wrg cos obviously he thinks he is doing whatever I have done before. Maybe smth lyk this: "Stop playing psp, your exams are coming"( I played psp few hours before my O lvl paper, I mean every paper), " Where the fk are you? Do you know the time now" ( I came home after 7 almost every sch day), " Do you have any fking hmwks? Don't say no agn" ( for the last ten years, it was so rare for me to say "yes, there is hmwk and I am done with it."). See, no wonder he is not listening to me. But, is there ever gonna one day... " Why shld I listen to you? You too never did your hmwk." "Oh ya, why don't you say 'you got into express and I shld get into express too' or maybe ' you got an A for your exam and I shld get the same too'. " Lyk, WTF. I am so pissed off now. I want to scold someone now to vent anger. How I wish I could just ignore all this. The fact is, it is impossible. It bothers me. Not only this but many others. It could be compiled into a book if I ever list it down. However, I am still so much fortunate then pple who are living under tortures, hungers, wars or whatsoever. At least I have a roof over my head. At least I have a bed to sleep on. At least I have the ability to pursue the things I want. At least I can still blog.
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
I was blog hopping just now and read a post by a ex-classmate who is in Seattles now. I am so envious of her. It is lyk what I have always wanted to do, study overseas. Especially in US or maybe Taiwan. I don't know. I just want to take a look at the outside world rather then being trapped in this tiny island. But well, it is just my life that I do not have parents who are rich. So, I have my remaining life planned. I do not want to have anymore regrets in life ever again
Sunday, March 22, 2009
Live your life like an ostrich, hide frm the truth.
Saturday, March 21, 2009
Aint about how fast I get there,
Aint about whats waitin on the other side,
Its the climb.
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
Great!Found some news that are so damn fking disappointing. Actually, it is still early for me to be troubled over it. 3 more years. Hope there will be some changes. Show you guys smth damn cool.
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
I need a new job. The current job is BORING. Whatever it is, I think they are gng to sack me soon. Any recommendations? Haha. I am so stupid to ask this. RECESSION MAN! TP is killing me. All the others have already bought their laptops. I am still stuck with this stupid desktop. Damn it la. Now, my life is damn boring. I swear. Everyday stay at home rot and do nth else except for having my big butt stuck on the sofa and small eyes on the TV, day and night. And when time is up, it will be bedtime. And then wake up, repeat the whole routine agn and agn and agn and agn... Ain't that fking boring? Waiting for sch to start, now, fast!
Monday, March 9, 2009
Complicated pple who make simple joys. My beloved 4E2(2008).
Sunday, March 8, 2009
We had 4E2 bbq ytd. It ended quite late but in all I had fun. Especially the guys, talking COCK huh? Haha. Oh ya, Shangyi and Clement trying to cheat me in gng to the porn web. Assholes. Actually I never really expect pple to turn up but quite a number turned up eh. Maybe for now only. Who knows, maybe nxt time, the number of pple who turned up will drop as it goes by. For now, appreciate it la. It is easy to give up, but it is not easy to stay determine abt it.
Watched these movies over the weekends. Kinda cool and cute. Bolt is so cute, Zac is so hot and Dev is also kinda hot too. Haha. But, I am still the best. I am also now watching a new drama series . Not as good as but still quite fine though. There is a beauty in this show, Gigi Lai. She is simply GORGEOUS. You know, pretty ladies are always pleasure for the eyes. Haha. Linda Chung also not bad la, but different types of charm you see. If you guys have the time and happen to have the series, watch it. Although it is draggy but it can brush up ur cantonese. Mine did.
Bye.
Sunday, March 29, 2009
It is buliding up agn, gng back to how it was. I am happy, I am sad. I want to be a part of it. I am not gng to be a part of it anymore. Pple are happy, why shld I destroy it? I chose this path and I have to be responsible of it. Blame no one for the desicion. I was cold in my msg. Pls don't mind. I am just not myself recently. Sleeping 5 in the morning is becoming a rountine to me. Is this insomnia? I am waiting so desperately for sch to start. After 3 more years, I am gng to be who I always wanted t0 be. It is gng to be a dream come true. Change my focus, I hope I will be better. I want things back lyk how it was, 10 mths ago. Rewind my life? Never. Look forward then, maybe smth better will be ahead.
Bye.
Friday, March 27, 2009
It is funny. Laugh at it peeps!
Bye.
Thursday, March 26, 2009
I have watched this show 5 times, at least.
Life is depressing to have pple ard you who continuously opposes you. I am just fulfilling my job as a sister. I am not in the position to tell him what is right or wrg cos obviously he thinks he is doing whatever I have done before. Maybe smth lyk this: "Stop playing psp, your exams are coming"( I played psp few hours before my O lvl paper, I mean every paper), " Where the fk are you? Do you know the time now" ( I came home after 7 almost every sch day), " Do you have any fking hmwks? Don't say no agn" ( for the last ten years, it was so rare for me to say "yes, there is hmwk and I am done with it."). See, no wonder he is not listening to me. But, is there ever gonna one day... " Why shld I listen to you? You too never did your hmwk." "Oh ya, why don't you say 'you got into express and I shld get into express too' or maybe ' you got an A for your exam and I shld get the same too'. " Lyk, WTF. I am so pissed off now. I want to scold someone now to vent anger. How I wish I could just ignore all this. The fact is, it is impossible. It bothers me. Not only this but many others. It could be compiled into a book if I ever list it down. However, I am still so much fortunate then pple who are living under tortures, hungers, wars or whatsoever. At least I have a roof over my head. At least I have a bed to sleep on. At least I have the ability to pursue the things I want. At least I can still blog.Bye.
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
I was blog hopping just now and read a post by a ex-classmate who is in Seattles now. I am so envious of her. It is lyk what I have always wanted to do, study overseas. Especially in US or maybe Taiwan. I don't know. I just want to take a look at the outside world rather then being trapped in this tiny island. But well, it is just my life that I do not have parents who are rich. So, I have my remaining life planned. I do not want to have anymore regrets in life ever again
(I hope so).
Counting down to term start : few weeks. It is so damn fking slow. I am rotting at home, some days. When you are at home, and your close friends don't seem to bother abt you, you will start thinking wild. I did have some thoughts. Quite sad thoughts. It is unavoidable. Hope it will be fine soon. I am not talking abt long legs nor dimple face. Yes, I am talking abt you.
Bye.
Sunday, March 22, 2009
Live your life like an ostrich, hide frm the truth.
Bye.
Saturday, March 21, 2009
Aint about how fast I get there,
Aint about whats waitin on the other side,
Its the climb.
Bye.
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
Great!Found some news that are so damn fking disappointing. Actually, it is still early for me to be troubled over it. 3 more years. Hope there will be some changes. Show you guys smth damn cool.
Very bolly-bolly hor? Quite a cool combination eh. Maybe they can compose a song with rich Singapore culture inside,
lyk this(with reference frm When I Grow Up by The Pussycat Dolls) :
When I grow up ar, I want alot of pple to know me,
I want to be a superstar, I also want to be inside movie.
When I grow up ar, I want to fly inside aeroplane,
Drive very nice car, then also got a lot of friends.
When I grow up ar, I want to be number 1 in S'pore and some say Batam.
Bye.
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
I need a new job. The current job is BORING. Whatever it is, I think they are gng to sack me soon. Any recommendations? Haha. I am so stupid to ask this. RECESSION MAN! TP is killing me. All the others have already bought their laptops. I am still stuck with this stupid desktop. Damn it la. Now, my life is damn boring. I swear. Everyday stay at home rot and do nth else except for having my big butt stuck on the sofa and small eyes on the TV, day and night. And when time is up, it will be bedtime. And then wake up, repeat the whole routine agn and agn and agn and agn... Ain't that fking boring? Waiting for sch to start, now, fast!
Bye.
Monday, March 9, 2009
Complicated pple who make simple joys. My beloved 4E2(2008).Bye.
Sunday, March 8, 2009
We had 4E2 bbq ytd. It ended quite late but in all I had fun. Especially the guys, talking COCK huh? Haha. Oh ya, Shangyi and Clement trying to cheat me in gng to the porn web. Assholes. Actually I never really expect pple to turn up but quite a number turned up eh. Maybe for now only. Who knows, maybe nxt time, the number of pple who turned up will drop as it goes by. For now, appreciate it la. It is easy to give up, but it is not easy to stay determine abt it.
Bye.
