Damn it. I can't believe what Char said, is actually the truth. It is really difficult to give up smth you really love, for my case, netball. Just got back frm umpiring course. I realised how much I love the game. I can't give up. It is tough. I miss Char and JQ. They are lyk so busy with zonal and sch. We hardly meet, and they are not coming for trngs and I will not gng for trngs too. It will be so tough for us to meet up. Some more, they are preparing for 'O' lvls this year. This makes them busier. I have so much to tell them. Bye.